i know that the very concept behind this blog is pathetic, but it's cheaper than therapy, and until i spend one whole day where i don't think to myself "i wish i could tell/ask/show justin about this", well, then i suppose that i will blog on here, i suppose i am using this as a way to remember all the really wonderful, funny times he and i shared, and maybe, with deep reflection, i can come to terms with all the really bad, unpleasant times we shared, and i can take him off that pedestal, return him to his true form , that of a normal, decent, flawed guy, just like me...and then i can put him away.
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If this helps you to get through this, then it's a great idea and I approve heartily!
ReplyDeletePerhaps only time will lessen the pain.
I am still out here if you need anyone to talk too.