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- sid "sparkles"
- well, this blog is my way of trying to work through the end of a significant relationship. my best friend, justin, decided that he could no longer keep me in his life...i'm not really sure which of the many stupid things i did drove him away, but he is gone. and i miss him, every day, terribly. and every day, i want to talk to him, like we used to, to share a part of my day with him. he was/is a really intelligent, funny guy. noone ever "got me" the way he did, and i don't know if anyone ever will...and yet he threw me away, so now, i'm just a single gay man living alone in akron, ohio. too broken by last relationship to try again, too young to spend what time i have left alone. so therein lies my daily conundrum...the struggle between head and heart. some days i wish i was just someones cat, or a dog...i think too much, and it usually gets me nowhere. but i will use this blog to have those "chats with justin" that i still miss/long for. maybe someday, he'll read this, probably not, but justin, if you ever do, i am more sorry that i tore us apart than you can ever possibly know. i miss you.
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