with the prodding of a dear friend, i am now the proud papa of miss Chloe Madonna, and fate told me i had to have her...her official listed birthday is September 20th, the same as my dear recently passed Buzzkitty.
well, this blog is my way of trying to work through the end of a significant relationship. my best friend, justin, decided that he could no longer keep me in his life...i'm not really sure which of the many stupid things i did drove him away, but he is gone. and i miss him, every day, terribly. and every day, i want to talk to him, like we used to, to share a part of my day with him. he was/is a really intelligent, funny guy. noone ever "got me" the way he did, and i don't know if anyone ever will...and yet he threw me away, so now, i'm just a single gay man living alone in akron, ohio. too broken by last relationship to try again, too young to spend what time i have left alone. so therein lies my daily conundrum...the struggle between head and heart. some days i wish i was just someones cat, or a dog...i think too much, and it usually gets me nowhere. but i will use this blog to have those "chats with justin" that i still miss/long for. maybe someday, he'll read this, probably not, but justin, if you ever do, i am more sorry that i tore us apart than you can ever possibly know. i miss you.
That is so awesome that you got a new cat! I can't wait to meet her someday.
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